不怕慢，只怕站

小学时
这六个字我们已学会



今天
我从新思考
因为再次听见别人说



正当自己懊恼...


为何这么简单的东西也可以拖这么久完成？



我闭上双眼想起
“不怕慢，只怕站”


谢谢你的这句提醒 (:





Strength= mental and emotional ability to bounce back when you are knocked down

p/s: !00% dependancy on Christ for strength (:

The living Word (:

Don't be selfish;don't try to impress others. Be humble,thinking of others as better than yourselves.

Don't look out only at your own interests, but take in interest in others, too. (Phillipians2:3-4)

This is a trustworthy saying :

If we die with him, we will also live with him.

If we endure hardship, we will reign in him.

If we deny him, he will deny us.

If we are unfaithful, he remains FAITHFUL, for he cannot deny who he is. (:

(2 timothy 2:11-13)

Yet God has made everything beautiful for it's own time.

He has planted eternity in human's heart, but even so,

people cannot see the whole scope of God's work from beginning to end (:

(Ecclesiastes3: 11)

p/s: be blessed with the word of God where you can put them as a solid foundation of a freedom life (:

What can i do for you ? (:

Every class i meet different kids..

they are very unique, creative, and TALKATIVE. haha (:

other than the passion of knowing arts,
it's the kids that push me on to keep on teaching and serving them in passion.

this little boy of six name Joseph.
He lives in his own world.
I was trying to help him and communicate with him but he did not receive any of my concern.

The only thing that he would say is what he learn in the cartoon.

I am pretty sad to see his parents put their work more than the kid.


if i were given a chance, i hope to bring him out to show him another side of the world (:

p/s: To remind myself that everything that was said and done was invested into the lives of kids (:

i will not drown, the only matter is how high i can fly..

A lot of promises i made last year to the orchestra, or even in my heart regarding on helping others in building their lives and spending time but feb had just appeared right in front of my eyes and i thought i was drowning..

i wasn't...



i am flying..
but not high enough..



i have always wanted to fulfill my promises but when i found myself exhausting i knew..

I have to save myself first..

Sorry..if i were too selfish...


in art, i am not as talented as others.
if i were to learn a piece of music or even get the tempo and note right, people may take one day to complete but i may take a week.
if i were to learn an art technique, people mat get it in one hour but i may need a few days.



 i have failed with pride and have learnt there's no need to compare but in my heart there's always a yearning to soar up high.

i do not feel good when i have lost the confidence though i knew someone is higher than my limitations.


God's word is my comfort every morning and i do pray,

that i will soar up high.

p/s: Pull down my pride and Lord, i humbly use my talent you have given me to serve you in all my life.

啃不下一则笑话？(:

早晨醒来时坐在院子看报纸，干爹抛出一则星洲活力副刊的笑话。。


“肯德基较大还是麦当劳较大？”
“麦当劳呱...”
“为什么？”
“我也不知道..”
“人家叫肯德基爷爷，麦当劳叔叔，所以肯德基较大=D ”
。。。。


我吐出一口有些逞强的笑，似乎对于这个笑话不感兴趣，
而是一阵冷风迎面吹来，让我心颤抖了一下。


片刻后心想，干爹曾鼓励我读这些笑话，因为你会学习更有趣地回答一些无里头的问题，也可以让自己纯纯地笑一笑笑话的愚昧和创意。



难道。。

我心容纳不下一个简单的笑话？


应该是自己把自己弄得太复杂，没有一个空间让自己无时无刻坦荡地开怀大笑。

当然有时我可以变得傻乎乎的，有时沉默并带着一丁点儿稳重，又或者稍微封闭自己，可还不至于变得三毛的多愁善感。


我在新的家庭里认识这位新的cousin-Mel （简称）

她，对我而言是一个happy-go-lucky girl。
凡是随心所欲却不叛逆，几乎是一个没有经过坎坷人生，却不失小聪明，俏丽的十六岁女生。

旅行时成天对你笑个不停，对一切事物抱着好奇心强的态度，像个小孩一样。
虽然当时刺骨的寒风吹来，她却常露出温暖的笑容。
当她做错事时就像一只需要怜悯的小猫，让你大发慈悲地原谅她。
当你情绪起伏不定时，她就像一只忠诚的小狗静坐在旁边等待你回眸对她一笑。


她，
让我觉得心中可以是如此的自由，如此地无忧无虑。

凡事
乐在其中。。

就像那则笑话，
我可以简单
不需理由地笑

说不定，
它可以使心中的天空更宽阔。


p/s : Miss your smile that belongs to mine (:

一支筷子,一杯油茶 (:

桂林壮寨
我们握着一支筷子
搅拌油腻的油茶

为何只拿一支

因为拿一对

代表你不想离开

你

便要留下

这是多么有趣的文化

这一支筷子

一杯油茶

让我如此地眷恋丫

Are you clear of what you are hoping for ?? (:

It was an awesome night in my church celebrating valentine's day (:
Truly it was an event that draws people to know the true love of Jesus Christ and let them know that church is lively and full of joy and love (:

After this night,
it gets my mind to think about some questions (:


If guys were supposed to go after a girl?? (:



will it ever happen if the guy doesn't know she is waiting...



and the guy is slowly fading away.....

IF..


but i recall the conversations that i made with my twenty-year-old cousin about Relationship..

He has a girlfriend, and he told me that she is " ONCE AND FOR ALL"..

isn't it amazing to hear a guy saying that..it's touching for me though..


He said,
"Everyone has their own requirements towards their future partner that they hope to have. You can't just bang into someone you like hoping to slowly discover and find out things which you may not accept and only try to start understand him or her more. "

well,
i believe everyone has set at least one or two requirememnts...

so he asked " if you were given a choice to set your five requirememnts, what will be the things that you must find in your partner that you hope to have.."

i mentioned a few, but the feedbacks from him made me realize that i don't know what i want clearly.
and when you don't know clearly, how can you open up your eyes wide enough to search..

but while i was answering, i found that i was mentioning them from

"somewhere".


At last i asked,

"how sure are you to find someone who has the five that you hope to have in your partner?"


"There will surely be one. God will provide. This is what you mean by trusting God for a partner"
 he said.

So i started to think, yes, there will be one, and we will be the one who made the decision. That's right (:

What about you??
What's your requirement??

Pray about it (:
God will answer.
Though you may not know where is this boy or girl?
Or will he or she ever comes back to you?


Let this valentine's day be a day where you are clear of what you want and what you need to do ,
and endure, hope, dream of a marriage perfected by God's love (:


p/s: 你的爱是我的everything (:

p/s : just to hear you call me "rou"

tomorrow is 8th of feb..


the day you went away from me..
the day you live again in heaven..
the day you meet daddy God..

Mummy, how have you been ??
You have appeared in my dream in some occasions which i could hardly remember but your love has always carry me on.


Mum, do you see the rose that dad and i brought ??
Isn't it lovely like the smile you gave me (:


Mummy , just want to say that i love you..
I miss you.



In the remembrance of a loving mother and wife, a respectful teacher.

Click here to see my valentine (: 他爱我

今年的情人节
对你有什么感触吗？
Valentine is coming,
is there anything that is within the heart ??
do you have any unforgiveness? any hurts ??



不管你是否在恋爱长跑上，或在寻觅对的时间对的人，
no matter what status you are in, single? searching for true love? engaged? married?




让我在这里对你说声..
let me tell you a good news here..

“耶稣爱你, Jesus loves you ”



也许你曾经听过，
但要知道我们不是随口说说的，
这份爱也是如此地真实，甘甜，并且是永不止尽。
You may have heard this before, in movie, or from others..
but you ought to know that we do not simply say that,
this love is real, is sweet,
This love in UNFAILING, FOREVER. (:





想要知道到底天父的爱如何感动我们吗？
Do you wanna know how HE has touched our lives ??
Are you even curious how we could surrender our lives to HIM, Our Creator, Our Heavenly Father (:  ??





从你出生的当儿，耶稣已在你的门口敲门，
等待着你去迎接他。。
From the day you were born, He already know what's best for you, He knows your name, and even the number of hairs you have.. isn't that amazing ??
For all your life, He has been knocking on your door waiting for you to open and let Him in ..
Into your heart
Into your life
to give you love, warmth, joy, shelter, strengh, courage,wisdom,guidance..
because HE IS THE WAY, THE TRUTH AND THE LIFE ...


让他进入你的生命里领受他的
let Him come in so you could feel His

真爱 TRUE LOVE


今年的情人节
你不必感到孤单。。
只因为，耶稣爱你
This year's valentine
You don't have to be lonely
Simply because..
Jesus Loves you so much so much (:



而你又是否愿意接受这份为你付出的爱？
are you ready to receive the love that He has sacrifised for you ??

to my beloved who always wanted me

To my beloved grandpa,
     It hurts my heart to see you grow pale and even skinnier than before. You were admitted into the hospital and i knew it, but i did not call though i was prompted to. This chinese new year you fell down and the only foolish question i could ask was " gong gong, is it painful?"
     When i was young, you would talk to me beside my bed and pull my baby fingers and baby toes telling me that they will grow so long and beautiful. I would always compare my skin colour with you and am so proud that i am fairer. When i wake up, you would carry me down the stairs from the bed and throw me up so high to wake me up completely so i could see my favourite food being served on the table. I wondered right now, did you bring me to brush my teeth? haha
     When i was young, the lorry always seemed so tall and so hard for me to climb up. Everytime you saw me climbing up, you'll put on a big smile on your face (: You bring me here and there to those construction places and just bring me around my lovely hometown.
     I left you to ipoh but you have always wanted me whenever there's a planning of a family short trip. To taiping, to park ... anywhere..you'll ask your daughter to come to ipoh just to pick me up even though it's so inconvenient. Why ?? (: Because you love me so much so much and you are afraid i am lonely.
     When you were showering, you'll ask this little girl to take a shower scrub to brush your back with dettol shower cream umtil it's all red (: Do you still felt the warmth on your back grandpa although you're given a massage chair ?? Every night when i am in ipoh, you'll call me to check out everything's fine .
     Grandpa, forgive me for i do not know how to talk to you like how i used to when i was young, lie down on your big tummy and play with your short rough beard ...
     Above all else, you are forever my beloved grandpa and i am your beloved granddaughter (:

p/s: God loves you (:

I'm coming back home (:

After staying for almost a week in Sitiawan, eventually i became a lattle bit of kampung sick.
Not sick of this place, but it's the life and surrounding that makes me go free and lazy..
This is what makes my heart wanna come back to ipoh to continue to buck up myself to run or else i am gonna drop back to the very beginning ..
The moment i said goodbye to my grandparents and aunts and uncles and cousins, my tears almost flew out.. i don't know why..
Though it only takes a few more weeks and we would meet again ,but i couldn't help it to be touched by your smile and your love (:
This is my family.

p/s : i love you all (: