hard but not impossible (:

one day i was talking to him in the car,
and he mentioned about the art associations other than ulcc mostly only have one director, or working partners..

you can seldom find life partner
two perfect match working together,building together (:


yet he felt it's harder to find working partners than a husband or a wife who works with you together...

i shook my head..

for me, it's harder to find a life partner who is willing to work with you
and invest into the same area
TOGETHER ,playing each role with great passion (:


p/s: it's tough, but not impossible (:

a risk

i could still remember someone advised me to choose the leader that you can count on to,
a leader you trust,
even,
a leader who you have the confidence that he or she will change and grow...


i always thought i could doubt no more with my faith but one thing i realize,
what is it about :faith without action is dead" ??

now i understand...

i have faith on this person,
yet i couldn't make time to build her, to put down my effort and time to encourage her even if she's building a wall against me..

i failed and she stumbled...


this is the risk that i took but
the responsible i could not with hold.
truly, i am sorry to this group of people..


at least,
i learnt (:

i will be more alert in choosing someone in time to come (:


p/s: to serve, and not to be served.

Listen

倾听
真得这么重要？

是的。。

别说倾听别人，先听听自己。。

我们都知道我们应时刻倾听自己的声音。。

但你真的做到了吗？

今天好不容易在展览会场忙里偷闲，

自己到外面散散心，听音乐，观察一些静静存在地叶子，花朵，云朵，才惊觉发现

原来我已忽视它们好一段时间了。。

找一个板凳坐下来，

让自己静静地反复思考最近到底在关注什么，

要做的做到了吗，

坚持下去了吗，

做对了吗？

错了？

如何去改善和学习？

调整心情了？

太多太多了。。

突然想起，现在的面壁思过已成了一个口头禅。。

那当然我可不是觉得我们还需要这样，

但是也偶然发现自己的小错误冒出来了。。

就在

静静独处的那一刻

陪陪自己

认真地看着自己那颗裸露出真实的心

用智慧去分辨

去理解

去改变

人生，

是一种听觉享受(:

不明白

有一个不明白的东西

夹得我动弹不得

不能这么继续下去

暂时歇着下，好吗？

神，我不要走投无路才寻见你

我应该一开始寻见你的心意。

如今我再次将之献上

如今我只能相信一切在你手中

Looking towards eternity

When we know where to look at when we are lost...


where to look at when we don't see things going well..


where to look at when the world or friends disappoint us..



look towards eternity..
look towards what you can store in heaven..
look towards what daddy God has instored for you...



Your father in heaven has already given you everything you need,
you do not have to worry.


i pray that more people will know where to look at, who to pray to when your world is spinning you crazy..
and they will realize the things on earth will slowly fade away..


Eternity, is not far away,
because God
is just a whisper away (;

Play with art (:

艺术


有时像个玩具

在你欣赏时任你摆布

任你诠释其意义

任你玩弄观看视觉


欣赏着
有时像个玩具


任艺术品牢铐你变化不定的思想和情绪

任你恨不得免费地把它带回家

p/s : 尽情地玩 (:

Dream big !!!

we always talks about "sweet dreams!!"

but how sweet is it when we put them in life in REALITY (:


do they really happen ??


or it's just like singing
"i have been dreaming of a true love's kiss " (:

whatever situation you're going through,

DON'T GIVE UP!

many people choose to surrender to the problems,

until the fact eats up the truth,

until the storm drowns you

and you

lose your stand..

dream big (:

dream the dream and God is able to make it happen !

i have dreams that i loved so much that everytime i sleep i hope it goes on and on...

p/s: whatever it is, pray hard, dream big (:

Stealing (:

when i was a kid
i used to steal other people's nice erasers..
because of jealousy..

have you been on the same boat before >< ??


when i grow up to eighteen,
i need to steal one more thing..
and that is


MY TIME.

steal??

yes

for me, i need to have a habit of drawing and playing instruments everyday because

but sometimes other activities interrupt in,

how can i still fit in the time??

so i have decided to steal my practise time from the days when i have more time at home (:

Time, can control you if you fail to plan.

No time is not an excuse (:

p/s: In God i trust (:

You are for me

今夜的睡床
并没让我觉得甘甜



反而有一股丢枕头的冲动


又是为了不起眼的压力生闷气。。


一张白纸，
让我深怕自己又浪费一张上等好纸却画到不好的作品，
给了我不敢动手的压力。。


一个不只是教画画的目标，
而是寻求儿童美术教育的精华的目标，
给了我若今年达不到就是

浪费时间。。


一个不起眼的音乐考级，
若因为自己的能力而降低目标
多么不值得！


当初很清楚地告诉自己，

我要的是


不合理的磨练，不是合理的训练。
合理的批评，不是合理的赞美。


可还是让自己拥有被击倒的机会。。


一大清早一直提醒自己
"God is more interested in my character than my comfort"
"I would present a willing heart and a gift of sacrifice to God"
"Pull down all my pride and learn in all humility"



因此很快地让自己像个不倒翁一样从地上弹回来 。。


从新聆听You are for me (:


So faithful. So constant.
So loving and so true.
So powerful in all You do.

You fill me. You see me.
You know my every move
and You love for me to sing to You.

I know that You are for me.
I know that You are for me.
I know that You will never,
forsake me in my weaknesses

I know that You have come now,
even if to write upon my heart.
To remind me who You are.

So patient, So gracious,
So merciful and true…
So wonderful in all You do.
You know me. You see me.
You know my every move.
You love for me to sing to You

Lord, I know that You are for me.
I know that You are for me.
I know that You will never,
forsake me in my weaknesses.
I know that You have come now,
even if to write upon my heart.

To remind me that
I know that You are for me.
I know that You are for me.
I know that You will never,
forsake me in my weaknesses.
I know that You have come now,
even if to write upon my heart.
To remind me who You are.

I know that You are for me.
I know that You are for me.
I know that You will never,
forsake me in my weaknesses.
I know that You will come now,
even if to write upon my heart.
To remind me of who You are.



p/s: In Christ alone,knowing that Jesus You are for me (:
without You, i coundn't walk through another night beautifully (:
Good night