今夜的睡床
并没让我觉得甘甜
反而有一股丢枕头的冲动
又是为了不起眼的压力生闷气。。
一张白纸，
让我深怕自己又浪费一张上等好纸却画到不好的作品，
给了我不敢动手的压力。。
一个不只是教画画的目标，
而是寻求儿童美术教育的精华的目标，
给了我若今年达不到就是
浪费时间。。
一个不起眼的音乐考级，
若因为自己的能力而降低目标
多么不值得！
当初很清楚地告诉自己，
我要的是
不合理的磨练，不是合理的训练。
合理的批评，不是合理的赞美。
可还是让自己拥有被击倒的机会。。
一大清早一直提醒自己
"God is more interested in my character than my comfort"
"I would present a willing heart and a gift of sacrifice to God"
"Pull down all my pride and learn in all humility"
因此很快地让自己像个不倒翁一样从地上弹回来 。。
从新聆听You are for me (:
So faithful. So constant.
So loving and so true.
So powerful in all You do.
You fill me. You see me.
You know my every move
and You love for me to sing to You.
I know that You are for me.
I know that You are for me.
I know that You will never,
forsake me in my weaknesses
I know that You have come now,
even if to write upon my heart.
To remind me who You are.
So patient, So gracious,
So merciful and true…
So wonderful in all You do.
You know me. You see me.
You know my every move.
You love for me to sing to You
Lord, I know that You are for me.
I know that You are for me.
I know that You will never,
forsake me in my weaknesses.
I know that You have come now,
even if to write upon my heart.
To remind me that
I know that You are for me.
I know that You are for me.
I know that You will never,
forsake me in my weaknesses.
I know that You have come now,
even if to write upon my heart.
To remind me who You are.
I know that You are for me.
I know that You are for me.
I know that You will never,
forsake me in my weaknesses.
I know that You will come now,
even if to write upon my heart.
To remind me of who You are.
p/s: In Christ alone,knowing that Jesus You are for me (:
without You, i coundn't walk through another night beautifully (:
Good night
