Are you clear of what you are hoping for ?? (:

It was an awesome night in my church celebrating valentine's day (:
Truly it was an event that draws people to know the true love of Jesus Christ and let them know that church is lively and full of joy and love (:

After this night,
it gets my mind to think about some questions (:


If guys were supposed to go after a girl?? (:



will it ever happen if the guy doesn't know she is waiting...



and the guy is slowly fading away.....

IF..


but i recall the conversations that i made with my twenty-year-old cousin about Relationship..

He has a girlfriend, and he told me that she is " ONCE AND FOR ALL"..

isn't it amazing to hear a guy saying that..it's touching for me though..


He said,
"Everyone has their own requirements towards their future partner that they hope to have. You can't just bang into someone you like hoping to slowly discover and find out things which you may not accept and only try to start understand him or her more. "

well,
i believe everyone has set at least one or two requirememnts...

so he asked " if you were given a choice to set your five requirememnts, what will be the things that you must find in your partner that you hope to have.."

i mentioned a few, but the feedbacks from him made me realize that i don't know what i want clearly.
and when you don't know clearly, how can you open up your eyes wide enough to search..

but while i was answering, i found that i was mentioning them from

"somewhere".


At last i asked,

"how sure are you to find someone who has the five that you hope to have in your partner?"


"There will surely be one. God will provide. This is what you mean by trusting God for a partner"
 he said.

So i started to think, yes, there will be one, and we will be the one who made the decision. That's right (:

What about you??
What's your requirement??

Pray about it (:
God will answer.
Though you may not know where is this boy or girl?
Or will he or she ever comes back to you?


Let this valentine's day be a day where you are clear of what you want and what you need to do ,
and endure, hope, dream of a marriage perfected by God's love (:


p/s: 你的爱是我的everything (:

p/s : just to hear you call me "rou"

tomorrow is 8th of feb..


the day you went away from me..
the day you live again in heaven..
the day you meet daddy God..

Mummy, how have you been ??
You have appeared in my dream in some occasions which i could hardly remember but your love has always carry me on.


Mum, do you see the rose that dad and i brought ??
Isn't it lovely like the smile you gave me (:


Mummy , just want to say that i love you..
I miss you.



In the remembrance of a loving mother and wife, a respectful teacher.

Click here to see my valentine (: 他爱我

今年的情人节
对你有什么感触吗？
Valentine is coming,
is there anything that is within the heart ??
do you have any unforgiveness? any hurts ??



不管你是否在恋爱长跑上，或在寻觅对的时间对的人，
no matter what status you are in, single? searching for true love? engaged? married?




让我在这里对你说声..
let me tell you a good news here..

“耶稣爱你, Jesus loves you ”



也许你曾经听过，
但要知道我们不是随口说说的，
这份爱也是如此地真实，甘甜，并且是永不止尽。
You may have heard this before, in movie, or from others..
but you ought to know that we do not simply say that,
this love is real, is sweet,
This love in UNFAILING, FOREVER. (:





想要知道到底天父的爱如何感动我们吗？
Do you wanna know how HE has touched our lives ??
Are you even curious how we could surrender our lives to HIM, Our Creator, Our Heavenly Father (:  ??





从你出生的当儿，耶稣已在你的门口敲门，
等待着你去迎接他。。
From the day you were born, He already know what's best for you, He knows your name, and even the number of hairs you have.. isn't that amazing ??
For all your life, He has been knocking on your door waiting for you to open and let Him in ..
Into your heart
Into your life
to give you love, warmth, joy, shelter, strengh, courage,wisdom,guidance..
because HE IS THE WAY, THE TRUTH AND THE LIFE ...


让他进入你的生命里领受他的
let Him come in so you could feel His

真爱 TRUE LOVE


今年的情人节
你不必感到孤单。。
只因为，耶稣爱你
This year's valentine
You don't have to be lonely
Simply because..
Jesus Loves you so much so much (:



而你又是否愿意接受这份为你付出的爱？
are you ready to receive the love that He has sacrifised for you ??

to my beloved who always wanted me

To my beloved grandpa,
     It hurts my heart to see you grow pale and even skinnier than before. You were admitted into the hospital and i knew it, but i did not call though i was prompted to. This chinese new year you fell down and the only foolish question i could ask was " gong gong, is it painful?"
     When i was young, you would talk to me beside my bed and pull my baby fingers and baby toes telling me that they will grow so long and beautiful. I would always compare my skin colour with you and am so proud that i am fairer. When i wake up, you would carry me down the stairs from the bed and throw me up so high to wake me up completely so i could see my favourite food being served on the table. I wondered right now, did you bring me to brush my teeth? haha
     When i was young, the lorry always seemed so tall and so hard for me to climb up. Everytime you saw me climbing up, you'll put on a big smile on your face (: You bring me here and there to those construction places and just bring me around my lovely hometown.
     I left you to ipoh but you have always wanted me whenever there's a planning of a family short trip. To taiping, to park ... anywhere..you'll ask your daughter to come to ipoh just to pick me up even though it's so inconvenient. Why ?? (: Because you love me so much so much and you are afraid i am lonely.
     When you were showering, you'll ask this little girl to take a shower scrub to brush your back with dettol shower cream umtil it's all red (: Do you still felt the warmth on your back grandpa although you're given a massage chair ?? Every night when i am in ipoh, you'll call me to check out everything's fine .
     Grandpa, forgive me for i do not know how to talk to you like how i used to when i was young, lie down on your big tummy and play with your short rough beard ...
     Above all else, you are forever my beloved grandpa and i am your beloved granddaughter (:

p/s: God loves you (:

I'm coming back home (:

After staying for almost a week in Sitiawan, eventually i became a lattle bit of kampung sick.
Not sick of this place, but it's the life and surrounding that makes me go free and lazy..
This is what makes my heart wanna come back to ipoh to continue to buck up myself to run or else i am gonna drop back to the very beginning ..
The moment i said goodbye to my grandparents and aunts and uncles and cousins, my tears almost flew out.. i don't know why..
Though it only takes a few more weeks and we would meet again ,but i couldn't help it to be touched by your smile and your love (:
This is my family.

p/s : i love you all (:

poor little thumb (:

As chinese new year is around the corner, i would love to do something which i will not do during my days (:
such as


coloring my nails (: whee =P


well actually i don't like long fingernails..and i don't know why...
i have tried to make it grow long....but i can't help using my baby finger nail cutter to CUT them OFF (:
so what's the point coloring your nails??


nahhh....just for fun..


i don't like fancy colours (: just some glittering nail-like colour will satisfy my baby nails =)

I don't colour them quite often that's why when i do it, it takes much longer time and i have just created some mess on my little left-hand thumb...haha..

wish you all a happy blessed chinese new year .
Please remember to cherich your time with your family and pour out love, care and concern to each family (:
Don't forget to be so GRATEFUL to the one who gives you ang pau no matter how much was given and sow back to the kingdom of God as well (:

last but not least, put on your most beautiful smile and prepare your heart in rejoicing 2011 chinese new year (: !!!