love you dad =)

there's no greater joy i found today then meeting you daddy =)
how i have longed for moments like this =) just chatting with you, laughing with you, patting your back and push you while you walk, saying nonsence and joke with you =) feeling the whole world is only me and you..
DADDY AND DAUGHTER
dad, you said i love to touch things since i was young, you once brought me to Sains Negara. I touched everything i see and i saw a light bulb and thought it was a button. I touched it and ouch, my finger burned =)
You know since mum left, you're the only person to remind me the funny things during childhood.
I love you =)
You used to just suddenly stop when i walk behind of you and i collided with you.
You used to pull my nose and said let it grow taller =) how foolish.
You used to break your promises but now i know i can count on something finally.
Rather than saying you left us before, now i would say that daddy, i am glad you came back.
I said today, " dad, i will be officially 17 soon..means you have grown older for 17 years after having me" =)
you always thought i am still a baby girl..so small so small..
You said you're 42 this year, i counted... when i am 30, almost the age of getting married, you're 55.. i did not tell you what i was thinking .. that's a secret of letting you know that i want you to hold me into the church =)
but i said " dad, be careful of your diet, your tummy is coming out, i want you to be healthy and have a long-life"
 I MEAN IT =)
thank you daddy..

born again =)

i'm a little bit excited because my birthday is coming soon =)
it's time to clear off some old messages so i have enough memory to let people spam my phone with wishes =)
this year's birthday i am gonna make myself someone who is new born to earth and don't own anything.
Why??
Because i wanna feel once again of being grateful about everything i have and everything that i don't deserve =)
if i held on to too many wishes, i am sure at the end of the day, there will be some little disappointments and i don't think i want it =)
things may come when you least expect them too.
so..dady mamy i love you =)
i will be officially seventeen SOON =) !!

merely a performance

i saw you posting that..for the first second i was extremely excited because what you just said i said before..
but after a second i thought, why was i reacting like that..
i knew somehow i was happy to know that..we still share something together =P
there's always something..very true huh.
Celine dion >> a new day, that's the way it is, TO LOVE YOU MORE

all the while

all the while i have been saying "nice" words to give myself a little comfort. A lot of times i remind myself not to do things to serve men but to serve God, and i always say "it's okay, i have tried". But my heart always yearn for results, yearn for some fruits that i can see and feel . I sang " my heart and faith will not be shaken"..

it comes to thursday once again.
it's always about thursday.
now i will tell myself, i am leaving soon. to start well and finish well is my goal and that's all.
what i can do. i have done.
I'll leave out the rest to God =)

i will go back to the beginning once again to build myself =)

 i love you all and hope you love me too.

it's time to discover something new

was just trying to learn using this.