angel Gabriel =)

it's always exciting to take up a role in drama because you get to act again and most importantly,you have to lost yourself for that very moment and be what you really need to be =) it's as if being someone else =)
interesting huh..
the role that i have taken has always speak to me in one way or another because every role brings out a message..so angel angel, what do i receive this time .. will know until i act =) teehee
i am looking forward to another christmas this year, without looking at anything else because all i want is just
LOOK UPON JESUS =)
it's all about YOU ..not about me.. not about others...

i am ready to be humble and learn from angel Gabriel...and Christabel doesn't exist in the drama..
there you go =)

who would have thought?? (:

That's the word you said ,"i never thought it's you at the end" =) kinda touches me.
True, who would have thought things changed this way.
We are the same, but something has changed. And that is the years we gone by, from naive to matured.
It's totally different now. Standing beside the road, even though it's dark and scary, but the light is shining because you said ,"this time no running into a mess"
there are a lot more cases but our heart knows better so there is no need to boast.
least expecting this year has made me feel a lot better =)
i should sound more excited because it is like waiting for someone, the one you wished for passed by but someone appeared right in front of you and you felt " oh my old friend, never thought it's you".
Friends..
all i wish for is some reconciliation of friendships. It comes and goes but don't try to grip it too tight.
It hurts, we all know that.
So take it easy, you can care a little, remain the love in the heart, endure until the day comes itself and have hopesss =)
Prayer is heard ..

overflowing blessings =)

Purse =)
Dinner with daddy in pizza =)
Dinner with aunt and cousins in Michelangelo =)
Two sweet mug=)
Family dinner=)
Light Yellow apple from ed =)
A video and magic cards =)
My record of singing =)
Fireworks in the city =)
Sweet calls and spam wishes in facebook and sms =)
Friends countdowns and early birthday wishes =)
New phone from guardian =)
Sparkle Necklace and a treasure box =)
Countless smile =)
two funny clothes =)
Celebration with teachers and friends =)
handmade bag and a book =)
Photoalbum =)
Two ferroro rocher =)
Love papers from chinese orchestra =)
sweet red card =)
lovely handmade name =)

things come when you least expect them =)
truly, from zero.. thanks for everything..


A GIFT OF BIRTH FROM MUM.
A GIFT OF BREATHE FROM GOD =)

Mum, just between us (:

Mum, today is my birthday.你在天堂看下来了吗？
你的宝贝17岁了，在你眼里， 我是否停留在15岁呢？=）
妈咪，这两年我得到太多的爱和祝福了，虽然就是少了你的陪伴，但就多了一份思念。
不用紧=）
今年难免掉了几滴眼泪，床上放着你的冷衣，洗不掉的温暖。。
亲爱的妈咪，可否再唱一次生日歌给我呢？
在梦里，我等你。谢谢你，我爱你=）

better person

Thank God for every experience when i have to remind myself that i am not a failure, or make me realize how wrong was i and to learn from my mistakes. You let me understand that being the best for God is not easy, although i tore myself down this time, although i was influenced this time, i am gonna humble myself to learn everything again and build myself.
God, truly You have revealed a lot of things to me this year, i have gained so much, at the same time, You have shown me my weaknesses that i can correct.
Lead my heart and build my character, from the start, to be a better person for You =)

one year old by now..

an issue was brought out..finally..
i don't know what i want..
I have played many roles in my life, and one of the greatest now is -an adopted child, which i never expected it would happen.
Some relatives and friends of my teacher asked : " you're taking her as your own child?? If you are, means we have to treat her like our own family members." or " what?? you're taking care of her and you said you're his father but not legal yet??"
I have been staying with them for a year and a few months more already. There's a lot of things going on my life when you just need the adult to go with you or settle with you. If it's not legal, people will ask my guardian " who are you".
Am i really ready to accept a new family?? Why is it hard for me when i found a home, and when i am having almost everything i need in life...
I told my teacher, gimme some time before i decide to go for procedures in legalizing our relationship.
God, things are never easy. Let me walk in Your light, and i don't have to harden up my heart without noticing. Just a little bit more of comfort. Amen.

"GOODBYE"

I took a deep breath.
Nothing in this world stays the same and they don't remain.
Things, people, memories slowly fade away...
The decision I've made, changes things right at the moment.
Left only, the flashbacks of everything.
It's not going to be the same, but i will walk it through, by FAITH.
I loosen the grip and was relieved.
It's more than a word "goodbye".
I left here, before the time ended.
It's like i am writing my story now and end with a twist.
It will not be a cliff hanger because i will hold on tight on what i have and what i want to achieve. =)