the ups-and-downs

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

don't get too excited =P

I have once been told by someone," don't get too ecxited for the future until you forget to enjoy what you're doing now"," there are some things in life you just need to go through as you grow up."
so here i am, getting really excited for Christmas, for decorations, for drama, for next year =)
so i tend to get on a day dream for a moment and i was pulled back to my spm stuffs =)
yea, two more papers. I have done my best in the previous papers and will let God do the rest =)

newspaper today says that people nowadays tend to share everything out, even the food they have eaten today. It really sounds funny but that's what we're going through isn't it. It's good to really keep a distance away from facebook and blog actually. =)
keep some privacy's in life.
stay mysterious. haha =P

Monday, November 29, 2010

"what" and "if" (:

What if we were made for each other
Born to become best friends and lovers
I want to stay right here
In this moment with you
Over and over and over again

What if this could be a real love
A love, a love, yeah
I don't know what to think
Is this real or just a dream
In my heart is where you'll be
I'll keep waiting till we meet
What if were made for each other
Born to become best friends and lovers
I want to stay right here
In this moment with you
Over and over and over again

What if this could be a real love
A love, a love, yeah
I write our names down in the sand
Picturing all our plans
I close my eyes and I can see
You, and you ask, "Will you marry me?"

Is it made up in my mind?
Am I crazy just wasting time?
I think this could be love
I'm serious

What if we were made for each other
Born to become best friends and lovers
I want to stay right here
In this moment with you
Over and over and over again

What if this could be a real love
A love, a love, yeah
Boy, you know you really make my heart stop
Stop, stop
Oh, what if this real love
What if this real love
Oh, boy, you make my heart stop
You make my heart stop


not by assuming, but what if.. =)
i am not worrying because God takes good care of you so...
what if?? =)

Glory of Love (:

Tonight it's very clear
Cause we're both lying here
There's so many things I wanna say
I will always love you
I will never leave you alone
Sometimes I just forget, say things I might regret
It breaks my heart to see you crying
I don't want to lose you
I could never make it alone
I am a man who would fight for your honor
I'll be the hero you're dreaming of
We'll live forever knowing together
That we did it all for the glory of love
You keep me standing tall
You help me through it all
I'm always strong when you're beside me
I have always needed you
I could never make it alone
I am a man who would fight for your honor
I'll be the hero you've been dreaming of
We'll live forever knowing together
That we did it all for the glory of love
It's like a knight in shining armor
From a long time ago
Just in time I will save the day
Take you to my castle far away
I am the man who will fight for your honor
I'll be the hero that you're dreaming of
We're gonna live forever knowing together
That we did it all for the glory of love
We live forever knowing together
That we did it all for the glory of love
We did it all for love
We did it all for love
We did it all for love
We did it all for love...             (: ALL FOR LOVE

Friday, November 26, 2010

I'm your angel (:

No Mountains too high, for you to climb
All you have to do is have some climbing faith, oh yeah
No rivers too wide, for you to make it across
All you have to do is believe it when you pray

And then you will see, the morning will come
And everyday will be bright as the sun
All of your fears cast them on me
I just want you to see...

I'll be your cloud up in the sky
I'll be your shoulder when you cry
I'll hear your voices when you call me
I am your angel
And when all hope is gone, I'm here
No matter how far you are, I'm near
It makes no difference who you are
I am your angel
I'm your angel

I saw the teardrops, and I heard you cry
All you need is time, seek me and you shall find
You have everything and you're still lonely
It doesn't have to be this way, let me show you a better day

And then you will see, the morning will come
And all of your days will be bright as the sun
So all of your fears, just cast them on me
How can I make you see...

I'll be your cloud up in the sky
I'll be your shoulder when you cry
I'll hear your voices when you call me
I am your angel
And when all hope is gone, I'm here
No matter how far you are, I'm near
It makes no difference who you are
I am your angel
I'm your angel

And when it's time to face the storm
I'll be right by your side
Grace will keep up safe and warm
And I know we will survive

And when it seems as if your end is drawing near
Don't you dare give up the fight
Just put your trust beyond the sky...

I'll be your cloud up in the sky
I'll be your shoulder when you cry
I'll hear your voices when you call me
I am your angel
And when all hope is gone, I'm here
No matter how far you are, I'm near
It makes no difference who you are
I am your angel
I'm your angel

I'll be your cloud up in the sky
I'll be your shoulder when you cry
I'll hear your voices when you call me
I am your angel
And when all hope is gone, I'm here
No matter how far you are, I'm near
It makes no difference who you are
I am your angel
I'm your angel

-Celine Dion

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

angel Gabriel =)

it's always exciting to take up a role in drama because you get to act again and most importantly,you have to lost yourself for that very moment and be what you really need to be =) it's as if being someone else =)
interesting huh..
the role that i have taken has always speak to me in one way or another because every role brings out a message..so angel angel, what do i receive this time .. will know until i act =) teehee
i am looking forward to another christmas this year, without looking at anything else because all i want is just
LOOK UPON JESUS =)
it's all about YOU ..not about me.. not about others...

i am ready to be humble and learn from angel Gabriel...and Christabel doesn't exist in the drama..
there you go =)

Friday, November 19, 2010

who would have thought?? (:

That's the word you said ,"i never thought it's you at the end" =) kinda touches me.
True, who would have thought things changed this way.
We are the same, but something has changed. And that is the years we gone by, from naive to matured.
It's totally different now. Standing beside the road, even though it's dark and scary, but the light is shining because you said ,"this time no running into a mess"
there are a lot more cases but our heart knows better so there is no need to boast.
least expecting this year has made me feel a lot better =)
i should sound more excited because it is like waiting for someone, the one you wished for passed by but someone appeared right in front of you and you felt " oh my old friend, never thought it's you".
Friends..
all i wish for is some reconciliation of friendships. It comes and goes but don't try to grip it too tight.
It hurts, we all know that.
So take it easy, you can care a little, remain the love in the heart, endure until the day comes itself and have hopesss =)
Prayer is heard ..

Thursday, November 18, 2010

overflowing blessings =)

Purse =)
Dinner with daddy in pizza =)
Dinner with aunt and cousins in Michelangelo =)
Two sweet mug=)
Family dinner=)
Light Yellow apple from ed =)
A video and magic cards =)
My record of singing =)
Fireworks in the city =)
Sweet calls and spam wishes in facebook and sms =)
Friends countdowns and early birthday wishes =)
New phone from guardian =)
Sparkle Necklace and a treasure box =)
Countless smile =)
two funny clothes =)
Celebration with teachers and friends =)
handmade bag and a book =)
Photoalbum =)
Two ferroro rocher =)
Love papers from chinese orchestra =)
sweet red card =)
lovely handmade name =)

things come when you least expect them =)
truly, from zero.. thanks for everything..


A GIFT OF BIRTH FROM MUM.
A GIFT OF BREATHE FROM GOD =)