the ups-and-downs

Friday, December 3, 2010

The day before (:

A day that takes eternity
Or a Year that seems to fly
It feels as if the past has stopped
The future passed by
If I could turn back yesterday
If I could make you mine
Would have said the things I couldnt say
If I cout turn back time
But I know things now that I never though I'd see
I Could have been the one you wanted me to be

[Chorus]
Take me back through the time that's over
Take me back to days gone by
Wish that I could take you back and feel you standing by my side
Make me more than just a memory
Someone that you cant ignore
Take me back to when you loved me yesterday
To the day before

I wonder where we could have been
If we had read beetween the lines
I should have done things differently
We should have seen the signs
If time with you were standing still
But years could pass us by
I could have said the things I meant to say
I'd never need to try
But I know things now that I never though I would
I could have been the man you though you understood

[Chorus]
Take me back through the time that's over
Take me back to days gone by
Wish that I could take you back and feel you standing by my side
Make me more than just a memory
Someone that you cant ignore
Take me back to when you loved me yesterday
To the day before

Through the pleasure and the pain
If I'd had the chance
You know that I would do it all again

[Chorus]
Take me back through the time that's over
Take me back to days gone by
Wish that I could take you back and feel you standing by my side
Make me more than just a memory
Someone that you cant ignore
Take me back to when you loved me yesterday
To the day before



this song is awesome (:
you can do well (:

violin (:

I started playing violin when i was standard 5 if i am not mistaken. It all started off when mama saw an advertisement on the newspaper about cheap violins and courses and for no doubt, she asked me if i want to. =) i agreed.. but this violin lesson lasted for only two years i guess.
After that, i was given a chance once again to take back my violin. This time the teacher was really harsh and strict. You can never imagined the first time i attended the lesson i dropped the violin. Why?? i just don't know. She was shouting and really rise up from fear from the inside out. I could hardly speak a word and even held my breathe. Yet, i can stand her until now, for almost a year learning from her. She was awesome, but not many can stand her for so long i guess... because of her emotions you thought you were sitting on a roller coaster.
What a fun journey isn't it! =P
This december i was given a chance to be on stage. Well obviously i am nervous because i am still not satisfied with my current performance yet she said i can do well.
Alright, i am taking up the courage, learning to gain confidence and try my best this time.
I never thought i am back to violin once again.. really having butterflies in my stomach ...

God, i will make this a worship for you =)

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

don't get too excited =P

I have once been told by someone," don't get too ecxited for the future until you forget to enjoy what you're doing now"," there are some things in life you just need to go through as you grow up."
so here i am, getting really excited for Christmas, for decorations, for drama, for next year =)
so i tend to get on a day dream for a moment and i was pulled back to my spm stuffs =)
yea, two more papers. I have done my best in the previous papers and will let God do the rest =)

newspaper today says that people nowadays tend to share everything out, even the food they have eaten today. It really sounds funny but that's what we're going through isn't it. It's good to really keep a distance away from facebook and blog actually. =)
keep some privacy's in life.
stay mysterious. haha =P

Monday, November 29, 2010

"what" and "if" (:

What if we were made for each other
Born to become best friends and lovers
I want to stay right here
In this moment with you
Over and over and over again

What if this could be a real love
A love, a love, yeah
I don't know what to think
Is this real or just a dream
In my heart is where you'll be
I'll keep waiting till we meet
What if were made for each other
Born to become best friends and lovers
I want to stay right here
In this moment with you
Over and over and over again

What if this could be a real love
A love, a love, yeah
I write our names down in the sand
Picturing all our plans
I close my eyes and I can see
You, and you ask, "Will you marry me?"

Is it made up in my mind?
Am I crazy just wasting time?
I think this could be love
I'm serious

What if we were made for each other
Born to become best friends and lovers
I want to stay right here
In this moment with you
Over and over and over again

What if this could be a real love
A love, a love, yeah
Boy, you know you really make my heart stop
Stop, stop
Oh, what if this real love
What if this real love
Oh, boy, you make my heart stop
You make my heart stop


not by assuming, but what if.. =)
i am not worrying because God takes good care of you so...
what if?? =)

Glory of Love (:

Tonight it's very clear
Cause we're both lying here
There's so many things I wanna say
I will always love you
I will never leave you alone
Sometimes I just forget, say things I might regret
It breaks my heart to see you crying
I don't want to lose you
I could never make it alone
I am a man who would fight for your honor
I'll be the hero you're dreaming of
We'll live forever knowing together
That we did it all for the glory of love
You keep me standing tall
You help me through it all
I'm always strong when you're beside me
I have always needed you
I could never make it alone
I am a man who would fight for your honor
I'll be the hero you've been dreaming of
We'll live forever knowing together
That we did it all for the glory of love
It's like a knight in shining armor
From a long time ago
Just in time I will save the day
Take you to my castle far away
I am the man who will fight for your honor
I'll be the hero that you're dreaming of
We're gonna live forever knowing together
That we did it all for the glory of love
We live forever knowing together
That we did it all for the glory of love
We did it all for love
We did it all for love
We did it all for love
We did it all for love...             (: ALL FOR LOVE

Friday, November 26, 2010

I'm your angel (:

No Mountains too high, for you to climb
All you have to do is have some climbing faith, oh yeah
No rivers too wide, for you to make it across
All you have to do is believe it when you pray

And then you will see, the morning will come
And everyday will be bright as the sun
All of your fears cast them on me
I just want you to see...

I'll be your cloud up in the sky
I'll be your shoulder when you cry
I'll hear your voices when you call me
I am your angel
And when all hope is gone, I'm here
No matter how far you are, I'm near
It makes no difference who you are
I am your angel
I'm your angel

I saw the teardrops, and I heard you cry
All you need is time, seek me and you shall find
You have everything and you're still lonely
It doesn't have to be this way, let me show you a better day

And then you will see, the morning will come
And all of your days will be bright as the sun
So all of your fears, just cast them on me
How can I make you see...

I'll be your cloud up in the sky
I'll be your shoulder when you cry
I'll hear your voices when you call me
I am your angel
And when all hope is gone, I'm here
No matter how far you are, I'm near
It makes no difference who you are
I am your angel
I'm your angel

And when it's time to face the storm
I'll be right by your side
Grace will keep up safe and warm
And I know we will survive

And when it seems as if your end is drawing near
Don't you dare give up the fight
Just put your trust beyond the sky...

I'll be your cloud up in the sky
I'll be your shoulder when you cry
I'll hear your voices when you call me
I am your angel
And when all hope is gone, I'm here
No matter how far you are, I'm near
It makes no difference who you are
I am your angel
I'm your angel

I'll be your cloud up in the sky
I'll be your shoulder when you cry
I'll hear your voices when you call me
I am your angel
And when all hope is gone, I'm here
No matter how far you are, I'm near
It makes no difference who you are
I am your angel
I'm your angel

-Celine Dion

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

angel Gabriel =)

it's always exciting to take up a role in drama because you get to act again and most importantly,you have to lost yourself for that very moment and be what you really need to be =) it's as if being someone else =)
interesting huh..
the role that i have taken has always speak to me in one way or another because every role brings out a message..so angel angel, what do i receive this time .. will know until i act =) teehee
i am looking forward to another christmas this year, without looking at anything else because all i want is just
LOOK UPON JESUS =)
it's all about YOU ..not about me.. not about others...

i am ready to be humble and learn from angel Gabriel...and Christabel doesn't exist in the drama..
there you go =)