Click here to see my valentine (: 他爱我

今年的情人节
对你有什么感触吗？
Valentine is coming,
is there anything that is within the heart ??
do you have any unforgiveness? any hurts ??



不管你是否在恋爱长跑上，或在寻觅对的时间对的人，
no matter what status you are in, single? searching for true love? engaged? married?




让我在这里对你说声..
let me tell you a good news here..

“耶稣爱你, Jesus loves you ”



也许你曾经听过，
但要知道我们不是随口说说的，
这份爱也是如此地真实，甘甜，并且是永不止尽。
You may have heard this before, in movie, or from others..
but you ought to know that we do not simply say that,
this love is real, is sweet,
This love in UNFAILING, FOREVER. (:





想要知道到底天父的爱如何感动我们吗？
Do you wanna know how HE has touched our lives ??
Are you even curious how we could surrender our lives to HIM, Our Creator, Our Heavenly Father (:  ??





从你出生的当儿，耶稣已在你的门口敲门，
等待着你去迎接他。。
From the day you were born, He already know what's best for you, He knows your name, and even the number of hairs you have.. isn't that amazing ??
For all your life, He has been knocking on your door waiting for you to open and let Him in ..
Into your heart
Into your life
to give you love, warmth, joy, shelter, strengh, courage,wisdom,guidance..
because HE IS THE WAY, THE TRUTH AND THE LIFE ...


让他进入你的生命里领受他的
let Him come in so you could feel His

真爱 TRUE LOVE


今年的情人节
你不必感到孤单。。
只因为，耶稣爱你
This year's valentine
You don't have to be lonely
Simply because..
Jesus Loves you so much so much (:



而你又是否愿意接受这份为你付出的爱？
are you ready to receive the love that He has sacrifised for you ??

to my beloved who always wanted me

To my beloved grandpa,
     It hurts my heart to see you grow pale and even skinnier than before. You were admitted into the hospital and i knew it, but i did not call though i was prompted to. This chinese new year you fell down and the only foolish question i could ask was " gong gong, is it painful?"
     When i was young, you would talk to me beside my bed and pull my baby fingers and baby toes telling me that they will grow so long and beautiful. I would always compare my skin colour with you and am so proud that i am fairer. When i wake up, you would carry me down the stairs from the bed and throw me up so high to wake me up completely so i could see my favourite food being served on the table. I wondered right now, did you bring me to brush my teeth? haha
     When i was young, the lorry always seemed so tall and so hard for me to climb up. Everytime you saw me climbing up, you'll put on a big smile on your face (: You bring me here and there to those construction places and just bring me around my lovely hometown.
     I left you to ipoh but you have always wanted me whenever there's a planning of a family short trip. To taiping, to park ... anywhere..you'll ask your daughter to come to ipoh just to pick me up even though it's so inconvenient. Why ?? (: Because you love me so much so much and you are afraid i am lonely.
     When you were showering, you'll ask this little girl to take a shower scrub to brush your back with dettol shower cream umtil it's all red (: Do you still felt the warmth on your back grandpa although you're given a massage chair ?? Every night when i am in ipoh, you'll call me to check out everything's fine .
     Grandpa, forgive me for i do not know how to talk to you like how i used to when i was young, lie down on your big tummy and play with your short rough beard ...
     Above all else, you are forever my beloved grandpa and i am your beloved granddaughter (:

p/s: God loves you (:

I'm coming back home (:

After staying for almost a week in Sitiawan, eventually i became a lattle bit of kampung sick.
Not sick of this place, but it's the life and surrounding that makes me go free and lazy..
This is what makes my heart wanna come back to ipoh to continue to buck up myself to run or else i am gonna drop back to the very beginning ..
The moment i said goodbye to my grandparents and aunts and uncles and cousins, my tears almost flew out.. i don't know why..
Though it only takes a few more weeks and we would meet again ,but i couldn't help it to be touched by your smile and your love (:
This is my family.

p/s : i love you all (:

poor little thumb (:

As chinese new year is around the corner, i would love to do something which i will not do during my days (:
such as


coloring my nails (: whee =P


well actually i don't like long fingernails..and i don't know why...
i have tried to make it grow long....but i can't help using my baby finger nail cutter to CUT them OFF (:
so what's the point coloring your nails??


nahhh....just for fun..


i don't like fancy colours (: just some glittering nail-like colour will satisfy my baby nails =)

I don't colour them quite often that's why when i do it, it takes much longer time and i have just created some mess on my little left-hand thumb...haha..

wish you all a happy blessed chinese new year .
Please remember to cherich your time with your family and pour out love, care and concern to each family (:
Don't forget to be so GRATEFUL to the one who gives you ang pau no matter how much was given and sow back to the kingdom of God as well (:

last but not least, put on your most beautiful smile and prepare your heart in rejoicing 2011 chinese new year (: !!!

你是强者么？

真正的强者，不是一个尽显锋头，才华横溢，鹤立鸡群的一个个体。
我，不会刻意抢锋头，却曾经在不经意间让人觉得我傲，让人觉得我是个近完美的女生。

可我真的没有，我也不是。


一位强者，它必须能够不停地扶持弱者，保护他们，在适当的时候隐藏优势，在适当的场合装些小糊涂，偶尔耍耍小聪明，而不是在每一刻都显露出自己足以胜过他人的强势。

曾看过一个电视节目，是看谁能生存最久，每次过关斩将后留下的胜者不会被淘汰，里面的小细节我不太记得了，只是知道最后的大赢家是一位在每一关都保护并辅助某一位弱者的人。奇怪吧？

在三国里，孔明就是隐藏了荆州的优势，原以为他只有三万兵马，可殊不知他却埋伏了另外的五万，才将周瑜打败了。周瑜就告诉了我们，虽有才华，但不能傲，更不能胸怀度量狭小，没有雅量。他死前的一句“即生瑜，何生亮”是否让你有所省思？　

鲁苏是一位在孙吴里拥有智慧和远见的人，却在一次刘备和孔明假装演的戏里装糊涂，因为那时是情况所逼，而且只有装糊涂才能挽救当时的状况。

说说宫心计吧，那位最后做皇帝的陈豪岂不是装了半生的糊涂，当然这只是个小小的举例。


做强者的更不是在被给予一份较低职的工作时就吵嚷，就如三国里的凤雏一样，谦虚，更懂得跟随“识货”的主公。

强者要当得有智慧，不是锋芒太露。
要当得谦虚，让人心服口服的那一种，
并且时刻都能荣耀神，因为他始终为我们的最高真神，永坐在宝殿上(:

A music note =P

after learning violin for quite some time, i noticed that my music teacher actually used music to reveal some of my attitudes and characters..
like what happened today, she repeatedly saying "STUBBORN STUBBORN STUBBORN!!",
=( (it's not that i don't wanna learn you see, it's just that gimme sometime PLEASEEE to get your skilss and technique...=P )
next, she said " i am gonna cal you another surname, like "CARELESS"
(it's not that i purposely do the theory wrongly, though yes it's my careless mistake... *great sigh..)
thirdly, she said " You just want to play, you are IMPATIENT "
(same thing again, gimme some time, i will be patient to discover it out ya )
fourth, she said " this is so UNTIDY, this note that you have writen is ugly"
(wait wait, for my clothes sometimes it did get a bit messy, hehe, but i have changed (: !!
back to the lesson, i have tried to write every note as tidy and nice as possible, but my teacher won again.
for the next lesson, i am gonna be more detail on my work... *sigh of relief)

In my opinion, i do believe that art reveals a person one way or another (:
but for every wrong attitude i will change because i want to learn from Jesus (:
starting from every little thing that i slowly discover, even from
A MUSIC NOTE (: