离开-再见水晶球

短暂的离开


可以说是


闭上双眼
睁开后

重新看世界


在许多旅游者的旅游笔记里
不难发现许多旅游者会思考。。。

逃离？
郊游？
放轻松？

徘徊在旅游到底落在以上哪个选择中..


有些甚至会翻找汉语词典的含义
将之文语化
以明白自己到一个陌生国度的方向


了解要看的什么

要体验的是什么




最抛不掉的是什么
最放不下的是什么。。




我反复思考
也许短暂离开对我是



重新拾起
一个美丽的水晶球

而水晶球里
反映着一个全新的世界


每次旅游返回国度
就是踏入全新的地方
因为
旅游也是一个让我变得全新的机会


期待
这一次的离开

期待
一个没有电话和电脑的7天



期待
一个全新的我 (:

what if one day you lost your memories ??

Someone has asked this special question to me before ??
i have forgotten how i answered but i know that if i were to answer again ...
i may say " i will try my best to listen to my own stories again (: "


i am not good in throwing stuff away and no matter what is it,
it could be an eraser given by someone, a letter,
i will just keep it .

while i was cleaning my old house today, i knew one thing
i could hardly bear losing things that gives me so much of memories,
bitter or sweet,
or reminds me of somebody,
i just choose to keep them dearly..

interesting enough until i thought of the question i mentioned earlier :)
i realized how much memories makes up our life (:


should i say (:
my life today is a puzzle
and each picture and pieces are


Memories (:

shame??

if it's about friends,
i don't think it should have the feeling of "shame"


shame you're not as high-achieving??
shame you're different ??


no way,
indeed we're different and special..


it breaks my heart if it's about shame that makes up a wall..

i pray for a door to open in this friendship because this friendship is worthy
and i never wanna lose it...


you may not know it but i pray you hear it and
you'll not miss it...

my heart beats in year 2008

that day the sun shone brightly,
my aunt's family,
and my grandparents,
came from hometown to visit mummy and i (:


to my surprise,they brought beautiful bouquet of flowers,
and they helped me to put them in the vase nicely,

for the simple act i appreciated
so much so much...
though it's easy,
yet its something that i learned,
act of love in this family.

my uncle said :"
everyone has to die.
teenagers seldom think about it because there are too many dreams to achieve.."
i put them in heart very often..
also when Moses asked the Lord to lead us to number our days,

i keep that in mind too.

my heart was touched even when we bow down and pray together beside the grave,
with much sincerity, we sent our love and wishes to mummy from prayer,
and with love, we asked the Lord to continue to do HIs work in our family.

With peace, i knew that daddy God brought mummy to heaven..

what about you?? do you know where does your spirit is heading to ??

have you found
HOME ??







before we leave, we took photos beside her with the warmest smile




i love you dearly..
i am proud of you as much as you're proud of me...

p/s: you are there beside (:

红毛丹的回忆

他递给我的一盒红毛丹
我将它们放进了冰橱里冷藏
让它们柔嫩的肌肤上结小冰块


我手里拿着小刀
切下一片片的红毛丹肉
落下看不到的雪花
也冷冻了我的手指



一片片的红毛丹肉好似透明未熟的salmon鱼
我愉快地吃着吃着。。。



回忆起
这是妈妈教我吃红毛丹的方法

她一片片地切下
我就一片片地拿来吃。。


我知道
我不会忘记这小小的回忆
让红毛丹继续将我们曾拥有的甜美继续甜在我的心头 (:

hard but not impossible (:

one day i was talking to him in the car,
and he mentioned about the art associations other than ulcc mostly only have one director, or working partners..

you can seldom find life partner
two perfect match working together,building together (:


yet he felt it's harder to find working partners than a husband or a wife who works with you together...

i shook my head..

for me, it's harder to find a life partner who is willing to work with you
and invest into the same area
TOGETHER ,playing each role with great passion (:


p/s: it's tough, but not impossible (:

a risk

i could still remember someone advised me to choose the leader that you can count on to,
a leader you trust,
even,
a leader who you have the confidence that he or she will change and grow...


i always thought i could doubt no more with my faith but one thing i realize,
what is it about :faith without action is dead" ??

now i understand...

i have faith on this person,
yet i couldn't make time to build her, to put down my effort and time to encourage her even if she's building a wall against me..

i failed and she stumbled...


this is the risk that i took but
the responsible i could not with hold.
truly, i am sorry to this group of people..


at least,
i learnt (:

i will be more alert in choosing someone in time to come (:


p/s: to serve, and not to be served.