poor little thumb (:

As chinese new year is around the corner, i would love to do something which i will not do during my days (:
such as


coloring my nails (: whee =P


well actually i don't like long fingernails..and i don't know why...
i have tried to make it grow long....but i can't help using my baby finger nail cutter to CUT them OFF (:
so what's the point coloring your nails??


nahhh....just for fun..


i don't like fancy colours (: just some glittering nail-like colour will satisfy my baby nails =)

I don't colour them quite often that's why when i do it, it takes much longer time and i have just created some mess on my little left-hand thumb...haha..

wish you all a happy blessed chinese new year .
Please remember to cherich your time with your family and pour out love, care and concern to each family (:
Don't forget to be so GRATEFUL to the one who gives you ang pau no matter how much was given and sow back to the kingdom of God as well (:

last but not least, put on your most beautiful smile and prepare your heart in rejoicing 2011 chinese new year (: !!!

你是强者么？

真正的强者，不是一个尽显锋头，才华横溢，鹤立鸡群的一个个体。
我，不会刻意抢锋头，却曾经在不经意间让人觉得我傲，让人觉得我是个近完美的女生。

可我真的没有，我也不是。


一位强者，它必须能够不停地扶持弱者，保护他们，在适当的时候隐藏优势，在适当的场合装些小糊涂，偶尔耍耍小聪明，而不是在每一刻都显露出自己足以胜过他人的强势。

曾看过一个电视节目，是看谁能生存最久，每次过关斩将后留下的胜者不会被淘汰，里面的小细节我不太记得了，只是知道最后的大赢家是一位在每一关都保护并辅助某一位弱者的人。奇怪吧？

在三国里，孔明就是隐藏了荆州的优势，原以为他只有三万兵马，可殊不知他却埋伏了另外的五万，才将周瑜打败了。周瑜就告诉了我们，虽有才华，但不能傲，更不能胸怀度量狭小，没有雅量。他死前的一句“即生瑜，何生亮”是否让你有所省思？　

鲁苏是一位在孙吴里拥有智慧和远见的人，却在一次刘备和孔明假装演的戏里装糊涂，因为那时是情况所逼，而且只有装糊涂才能挽救当时的状况。

说说宫心计吧，那位最后做皇帝的陈豪岂不是装了半生的糊涂，当然这只是个小小的举例。


做强者的更不是在被给予一份较低职的工作时就吵嚷，就如三国里的凤雏一样，谦虚，更懂得跟随“识货”的主公。

强者要当得有智慧，不是锋芒太露。
要当得谦虚，让人心服口服的那一种，
并且时刻都能荣耀神，因为他始终为我们的最高真神，永坐在宝殿上(:

A music note =P

after learning violin for quite some time, i noticed that my music teacher actually used music to reveal some of my attitudes and characters..
like what happened today, she repeatedly saying "STUBBORN STUBBORN STUBBORN!!",
=( (it's not that i don't wanna learn you see, it's just that gimme sometime PLEASEEE to get your skilss and technique...=P )
next, she said " i am gonna cal you another surname, like "CARELESS"
(it's not that i purposely do the theory wrongly, though yes it's my careless mistake... *great sigh..)
thirdly, she said " You just want to play, you are IMPATIENT "
(same thing again, gimme some time, i will be patient to discover it out ya )
fourth, she said " this is so UNTIDY, this note that you have writen is ugly"
(wait wait, for my clothes sometimes it did get a bit messy, hehe, but i have changed (: !!
back to the lesson, i have tried to write every note as tidy and nice as possible, but my teacher won again.
for the next lesson, i am gonna be more detail on my work... *sigh of relief)

In my opinion, i do believe that art reveals a person one way or another (:
but for every wrong attitude i will change because i want to learn from Jesus (:
starting from every little thing that i slowly discover, even from
A MUSIC NOTE (:

Hidden

The study room is connected to my kai ma's and kai ye's room .
Everytime when i am in the study room and they are inside, i could hear them chatting, laughing and teasing each other (:
i am impressed.
They're just like a sweet couple after marriage though sometimes they do have different opinions but they don't argue.
Why am i impressed?? maybe because daddy and mummy seldom do that when i was young.
That's why when i see kai ma and kai ye, something stirred in my heart .

I need to believe in Love.
Mummy's tears has shown me that choosing the right one, you have to be alert and wise.
She may have failed, but that was one of the biggest lesson she taught me.

Oh mum.. i really wish to share what happened when i was speechless to you and wondered you may have gone through it so that you may laugh when i hug you and let you tease me as much as you can.

when the time is right in the future,
would you teach me not to let go??

a dusty guitar and a broken string, mum.. i should have taken good care of it...
ooopsss...