shame??

if it's about friends,
i don't think it should have the feeling of "shame"


shame you're not as high-achieving??
shame you're different ??


no way,
indeed we're different and special..


it breaks my heart if it's about shame that makes up a wall..

i pray for a door to open in this friendship because this friendship is worthy
and i never wanna lose it...


you may not know it but i pray you hear it and
you'll not miss it...

my heart beats in year 2008

that day the sun shone brightly,
my aunt's family,
and my grandparents,
came from hometown to visit mummy and i (:


to my surprise,they brought beautiful bouquet of flowers,
and they helped me to put them in the vase nicely,

for the simple act i appreciated
so much so much...
though it's easy,
yet its something that i learned,
act of love in this family.

my uncle said :"
everyone has to die.
teenagers seldom think about it because there are too many dreams to achieve.."
i put them in heart very often..
also when Moses asked the Lord to lead us to number our days,

i keep that in mind too.

my heart was touched even when we bow down and pray together beside the grave,
with much sincerity, we sent our love and wishes to mummy from prayer,
and with love, we asked the Lord to continue to do HIs work in our family.

With peace, i knew that daddy God brought mummy to heaven..

what about you?? do you know where does your spirit is heading to ??

have you found
HOME ??







before we leave, we took photos beside her with the warmest smile




i love you dearly..
i am proud of you as much as you're proud of me...

p/s: you are there beside (: