the ups-and-downs

Saturday, January 21, 2012

It's Sunday morning (: are you ready to arise and celebrate with your fellow brothers and sisters in Christ today ?
What time did you sleep last night??
Did you struggled before sleeping ??
I did actually (:
Maybe it was because you're on holiday, you get your mind stuffed up with so many things and thoughts...

Not easy ..><

but anyway (: let's start off today praying first for your family,singing and dancing before Him (:

p/s: i could survive without my dear black alarm clock (: it was a great joy founding it this morning. even if someone volunteered to be your human alarm clock, well you'll be happy for hearing his/her voice when you wake up but maybe he/her just want you to say :"i tak sampai hati larr (: you take your rest larh ya (:"
The air-cond teared again, maybe it just misses me too much .
Well, how are you feeling this chinese new year ??
Do you feel empty?
Do you hate the chinese new year songs ?
Do you feel excited??(:

It started off quite good, it started off on this day, Beautiful saturday (:

In 2011 i can seldom breath and relax every saturday, in fact it was the most tiring day teaching from morning to night.
Today was a nice one having a break back in ipoh and the kind of holiday mood has begun in this festive season.
It was nice , short sweet and simple outing with a few of them.
Having lunch in David's Diner, appetizers in Haagen Dazs, a bit of walking in Jusco and soaking in the rain.
It was not as planned but it was good, because you never expexted too much of it.
All you have to do is just smile, smile and keep smiling .
The cooling feeling of coffee mint still remains, the pace of footsteps walking on the same route with the same person remains rhythmic and peaceful.

The only troublesome thing is there's always something you need to be reminded of,
something that you cant go near right now,
something that you could just get addicted right away like a cup of Cadbury hot chocolate.

And so here i am, scratching my head working on a fence.
Build a fence instead of a wall, at least i could reach out to you and see you as someone i know.
At least i know i can say, " I'll see you soon then(:"
And maybe you could say it back. 

God, it was a beautiful day indeed. It cannot be compared to the ice cream in the hot chocolate ,it was just a day that could have not happened anymore. I know everything has a price to pay and i must be willing to pay for it,so God i rely on you to guide me, only Your ways and plans will lead me to what is destined. I just wanna throw away what i think or expect or thought and continue surrendering it to You.
Thank You God (:

take a small step, take it easy and sweet (:

p/s: Please don't make me guess,can you (: ??i do not hope to miss out anything i wanna hear.