an issue was brought out..finally..
i don't know what i want..
I have played many roles in my life, and one of the greatest now is -an adopted child, which i never expected it would happen.
Some relatives and friends of my teacher asked : " you're taking her as your own child?? If you are, means we have to treat her like our own family members." or " what?? you're taking care of her and you said you're his father but not legal yet??"
I have been staying with them for a year and a few months more already. There's a lot of things going on my life when you just need the adult to go with you or settle with you. If it's not legal, people will ask my guardian " who are you".
Am i really ready to accept a new family?? Why is it hard for me when i found a home, and when i am having almost everything i need in life...
I told my teacher, gimme some time before i decide to go for procedures in legalizing our relationship.
God, things are never easy. Let me walk in Your light, and i don't have to harden up my heart without noticing. Just a little bit more of comfort. Amen.
