"GOODBYE"

I took a deep breath.
Nothing in this world stays the same and they don't remain.
Things, people, memories slowly fade away...
The decision I've made, changes things right at the moment.
Left only, the flashbacks of everything.
It's not going to be the same, but i will walk it through, by FAITH.
I loosen the grip and was relieved.
It's more than a word "goodbye".
I left here, before the time ended.
It's like i am writing my story now and end with a twist.
It will not be a cliff hanger because i will hold on tight on what i have and what i want to achieve. =)

finally..

She said she wanted to see me. I puzzled with fear at first, but at last i decided to walk in and meet her. I prayed " God, grant me the wisdom to speak." I entered, she looked at me with a furious ans serious eyes and asked "婧柔，你可以听我说话吗？ ” I nodded. She gave me a lot of advices and guidances which i have already expected. I wasn't shaken, but my mind was stucked. I thought i was being a rebellious student. It wasn't like that. She ended her words and asked me to think deeper. The world freezed. Finally i decided to say out. "校长，我决定了。”
When i walked out, i was still trembling. Not in fear nor simply excited. I know once i have spoken that, i am responsible for my words and my life. I am gonna pray that God, no matter what happens, You'll open doors for me.
-with all sincerity and truth, i cling on YOUR PROMISES.