i will not drown, the only matter is how high i can fly..

A lot of promises i made last year to the orchestra, or even in my heart regarding on helping others in building their lives and spending time but feb had just appeared right in front of my eyes and i thought i was drowning..

i wasn't...



i am flying..
but not high enough..



i have always wanted to fulfill my promises but when i found myself exhausting i knew..

I have to save myself first..

Sorry..if i were too selfish...


in art, i am not as talented as others.
if i were to learn a piece of music or even get the tempo and note right, people may take one day to complete but i may take a week.
if i were to learn an art technique, people mat get it in one hour but i may need a few days.



 i have failed with pride and have learnt there's no need to compare but in my heart there's always a yearning to soar up high.

i do not feel good when i have lost the confidence though i knew someone is higher than my limitations.


God's word is my comfort every morning and i do pray,

that i will soar up high.

p/s: Pull down my pride and Lord, i humbly use my talent you have given me to serve you in all my life.