a risk

i could still remember someone advised me to choose the leader that you can count on to,
a leader you trust,
even,
a leader who you have the confidence that he or she will change and grow...


i always thought i could doubt no more with my faith but one thing i realize,
what is it about :faith without action is dead" ??

now i understand...

i have faith on this person,
yet i couldn't make time to build her, to put down my effort and time to encourage her even if she's building a wall against me..

i failed and she stumbled...


this is the risk that i took but
the responsible i could not with hold.
truly, i am sorry to this group of people..


at least,
i learnt (:

i will be more alert in choosing someone in time to come (:


p/s: to serve, and not to be served.